All these days in my life, I have never been attached to anyone and I never feared the fact of losing anyone ... but I never realized the importance of 'non - attachment' until I got attached to someone. And today I have come to a situation where in I have to get out of that deep rooted attachment .. and am not at all able to get out .. somehow I want to win this ... and somehow I want to get back to my old state of 'non - attachment' ... somehow ..